OMG!OMG!OMG!

ltr will be the U19 second match
i dno why, seems to be a lil' nervous
my heart cant seems to settle down

ok. gg out soon, meeting them 6.30 at cwp!

jiayou bah! (:

i've done it! DONE IT!! XD
i cant believe i've got the guts to do that.
nothing is impossible, that shows.

even though i said that i will study for a change. but up to now, nothing into my mind at all!! can somebody help? LOL
:X

yup. we won BPH 9:25 and 8:25 ((:
keep up the good work girls!

next match:
31/5, saturday
vs VLB (anderson sec)
@ PHS, 8.15pm

i dno why. im feeling so depressed nowadays. hai.
i guess all my classmates are now busy mugging. working hard for the common tests. me? have not even started. shit. i know i need to study! but i'm simply too lazy? no mood.
cant carry on like that. must study!!

volleyball. i think i'm like no use already? ppl are getting more and more better than me. i cant help anymore? i hate the feeling of not being able to get into the court and play! i hate!!! don feel good at all standing outside the court the whole time. fk. IWANTTOPLAY!! veryverymuch. i want to contribute to the team very much. even though we won the last match, i wasnt really very happy about that. just glad. cause i think i wasnt contributing much. therefore win, so wad? i didnt help to win. notme.
sorry to those that might think i'm being paranoid here. but really, you never understand how i feel. i just feel like escaping. don want to face it.

i am no good. not nice anymore.
things are just not the way i want it to be)))):

there can be miracles when you believe...
you will when you believe..

tml is the first match for U19!
VS bukit panjang govt. high.
venue: hougang sports hall
and its 7.30 at night.
seriously no confidence at all. but got to jiayou!!

jiayou girls!! i loveeeee you all okay! (:

hello. went primers bbq at pasir ris park today. lol. quite boring. very few ppl went. so in the end, the games we planned was not played!!. sian. we had a hard time thinking of the questions for the pictionary ok!! lol. forget it! but! we paid $8 for the bbq, in the end i ate only 1 fishballs, 1 otah, 1 chicken wing and 2 satay!! 'so worth it' right. lol.
however, we did have fun today! we went to the park earlier. we rented bicycle, only clifford rented the skates. lol. he had a hard time, i think!! when we were going back to return the bikes, clifford gave up and chose to walk instead of skate, den he and gina take turns to 'zai' wo. (: fun sia. but scary.. i even tried to give clifford a ride. but not even one second, we both fell on the floor!! LOL. i think he got abit po pi. haha. sorry ar. i no skill.



this is clifford!!


fann and gina! omg!


the beautiful scenery


me on the i dno wad is it call!! haha!


gina and i


those ppl that went up


at the bbq pit


omg!! according to my eyebags!! i think i need lots and lots of sleep!! :X

going to sleep le(:

I LOST MY PSP!!! fk! why am i so careless?
shit.
i don dare to tell my mum la.
tmd! so angry!

luckily weekend is coming!! yea. finally got time to slow down everything. can rest and sleep more!! yes, sleep! i seriously need sleeping.. don want dark rings and bigbig eyesbag!!

tml will be the last presentation! which means no more projects!! HAAH! finally. so stress and tiring la. poly life is not wad like i used think so. i used to think that, it will be slack and stressless. can everyday playplayplay de. BUT, NO!!! its like the opposite la. sian! still like secondary school life better. LOL

my life now is filled with volleyball!! i like volleyball, but i think its too much le la. here's my training timetable:
tue-NP
wed-WRS
thurs-NP
sat-WRS
see? four days a week!! specially this week. all the datelines of projects and things.. i'm too tired that i didnt even bother to do my tutorials!!

okay. still got assignment not done yet.

still not sleeping yet. i still got to help my classmate with the OB ppt. there's presentation tml!!!
yea. again. still need to wear wad formal. wakao. dno wad to wear sia......

and my stupid phone! is giving me trouble again!! gonna change one soon^^

hello.
we went kiteflying ytd. haha! quite fun. but my kite spoilt, so i didnt really play. lol. anyway, its tiring to let the kite fly high up and maintain it! so i gave up half way :X
and one stupid thing happen is that, i wanted to fly gina's kite. i'm holding to the string part, and with her help, she was suppose let go of the kite and i'm suppose to run once we said 1,2,3. BUT.. after counting, she ran with me, still holding on to the kite, not letting it fly. i didnt notice till i turn back. ARGHHHHH!!! i was damn pissed off!! she still got the cheek to laugh sia!! but also find it damn funny too, so i chased after her around the field laughing!! GINA!!!!!

ltr part, amirah, ruvyn, richard and i were cam-whoring instead of flying the kites. LOL!! the pictures are super duper luper nicceeee. HAHA!!

here are the pics..


me and my kite!!



jump!


richard, why are you smiling like that? hahs


SMILESSSSSS(:


richard! again!!


i think my kite was in trouble!!


welcome to my world!


cool man! ^^


i like this one. but my face is like sooooo white!!


woot!!


guess wad? richard got no...... HAHA!!


i love piggy-backs!! ^^


alone with richard's kite


are you crazy? or just having cramps. LOL!


my kite with me again!


amirah and kahmei! <3


ladies

and gentleman..


cool?


very cool..


ruting!!


richard and amirah!!!


hellos(:



his back , my front


we are strong!!


they are weak! =X


runrunrun!!!


she's flying??


my eyes are not small!! ^^


bite your finger ar!


finger licking good!

ruvyn dropped his wallet at the field. and the sky was already dark! we findandfindandfind. in the end richard found it. and was super proud about it!! haha. luckily found, if not all cards are lost! den you die le ar, ruvyn. LOL!
ate KFC and trained home.

today, they going bball. but i didnt go. haha. sorry uh. very lazy! some more got lots of hw not done. next time okay? must jio me ar. why not you ALL come limbang/yew tee next time? (: not bad idea right? haha. okay. need to continue with my hw le!!
byessssssss........

went U19 training at WRS this morning. i think i played lousy. yucks!! i must really really buck up!! jiayou!! quite pekcek with myself. lol. however, 'diving' with sharon with damn fun. i know you might think that we are sick in the the mind to enjoy diving for the spiked balls, but seriously, we loveeeeeee it! haha. FUN! gonna play next training again!

lunched at kopitiam opposite school. ate hokkien mee. very nice. thanks sharon for introducing me to it.

went to causeway to meet ruvyn and joan kia for the primers thing. but i think we did nothing! we simply sat there and enjoy our candy brought at mini toons. LOL!
they intended to go to RP open house(main motive is to get the free tee), however heard that it was closed le. so in the end jiamei, janice, gina, amirah, ruvyn and i went west mall for subway.. haha! nowadays, i always have craves for subway.. after eating, we shopshopshop. janice's the only one who have shou huo. lol. she brought a red nail polish from face shop and a pair of she-have-been-wanting-and-looking-for-shoes.lol.

taken on wed(14.05) after trg for U19



taken today..

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

today went to queensway to order jerseys for the team. hah! the shop that we usually go is not doing their job by helping us check if there is stocks at warehouse for those that we want. and theres no more other nice ones in the shop. so we decide not to buy from from them :X
and finally came to this shop with a friendly boss! haha!
we decided on a black base and green strips de for the team. white base and black strips for the libero, ME!! haha. XD
as the boss also play volleyball himself, or know volleyball very well, thus, he gave us special discount. after bargaining with him. lol!

after ordering the jerseys, we went to subway for dinner. yummy! den shopping at anchor point for awhile before we go home.

i've been having diarrhoea since afternoon? shit! my stomach ache like siao! was advise by janice, the future doctor to drink more milk. hah. she says that it will be better? or something like that. LOL!
ok. stop writing le. bye........
hey! control your temper can?

Happy Mother Day! to my dearest mummy! :) love you!

I did not celebrate for my mom this year. mummy, so sorry. i think i should treat her a meal or buy her something..

same as last week, slack the whole day at home. but i did hw. haha.
and took same stupid pictures with my sisters. LOL!

hey! see wad see!?

i'm behind her!


minmin and tingting


she is weiwei! she doesnt wan to take pics. but we force her to. LOL!

she's enjoying her ice-cream!



yummy~

hai. not selected for the ivp. but janice and gina got selected. happy for them:)
ytd when the names of the 12 selected ppl are called out, neither were mine. however after that, we were still ask to stay back to play match. jan and gina ask me to go for it and show the coach. however i was such a let down. i didnt even try, and was giving up le. i lousy ain't i? give up so easily.. the both of them was like brainwashing me to go for the second selection. and i think this time round i wont let them down le. i will really try my best! for sure. i promise.

and i must really thanks janice!! haha. thanks for everything.

today is friday, which means weekend is coming soon! hah.

today school starts at 1pm. so now still slacking at home.. IS MODULES, CATS and S&W. doing yoga again later.

IVP selection later. heard that coach will be coming down to do the selection. i think i will comfirm get nervous later de.. but from jan, she says that we most probably can get in.. so, hope so bah. i don want to think too much le.. just focus on the ivp!

jiayous to all whose going for the IVP selection. i hope all can get in :D

stayed at the home the whole day. only went downstairs to buy dinner and some stationary. mummy and min min went to grandpa's house today. daddy working. weiwei brought a friend home to study tgt. so me alone in my room with my lappy=)

daddy repairing the cover of the fish tank with minmin kpo-ing haha!!



mummy playing PSP. 'song song' on the sofa. (hope she don see this pic!!) XD

my messy study table!!

my study area..


quite happy, as i did at least some of my homework. LOL! better den the previous week=D
cousin jelyn came my house around evening, to do her homework. i think my house will become do homework centre soon.. haha! so many ppl come to do homework.

sian, tml is monday AGAIN!! school again. but i'm very looking forward to tues and thurs, as there is trgs!! haha! can see... LOL!

okay, going back to my homework le=)
i love eyecandy!

went FAR EAST with Jiamei, Gina, Ruvyn and Joankia. ate at the Gelare. i ordered seafood tomata pasta and blueberry cheesecake. both are YUMMY!! :P

shopshopshop. brought alot of things..
1) a white sandals-$16,90
2) a dress from MY WARDBROBE(costs $39) but 50% off-$19.50 hahas!!
3) a white tube from SARA and ??(forget) -$12

after that we went to the pizza hut at LUCKY PLAZA for dinner. ordered the mothers' day special. total cost us $66++. each around $13++. all of us wanted to go home, but jiamei don want, and make us go BUGIS. lol. but gina went home first cause she need to go taiji...

thanks to jiamei, i brought more things at bugis, which is wad i wanted to buy anyway. so i never regret gg. haha!
4) a black mini skirt-$20
5) a brown shoulder bag-$44
walked to where janice's aunt was suppose to be, however not there le. maybe moved away le?
so all together, i spent almost $150!! LOL! nvm, just got pay! but cant spend too much le, must save!! :D

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i lovess eyecandy!

today is a sunny day!! hothothot.
went partyworld with GINA and AMIRAH.
fun! singsingsing non-stop. hahas



after singing session, when causeway for lunch, and shopshopshop. haha!!
go gina house with her to take stuffs for training. so long never go her house le!! rmb the last time was when she and her mum screaming at each other!! haha. wad an experience for me and jiamei!!
lol! realised that her house got a nice nice fish tank, with lotsa corals, 3 nemos(clown fish), 1 starfish and a weird looking creatures. haha. amirah think that its crab, whereas i think that its lobster!! lol!! dunno? never ask gina.
left her house and next stop is my house!! aunts and cousin came my house for mahjong. go to school after that.
saw him!! haha. managed to say HI!! lol. feeling so shiok! hahaS!!
now the ppl there think that gina, janice and i can play volleyball very well, and 1 guy thinks that we are pros? LOL. and we got this nick from him: 'BEJING 101' and i'm the zero!!! jan and gina is the one. cause they all think that the both of them is twins!! lol! quite funny!!
after trg, when to the market and eat with the seniors. too bad he and his gang didnt tag along! :(
sad.. but nvm, can see him soon......
tml school starts at 1pm!! yay! can sleep more and late!

ok write till here.
eyecandy<3

yesterday went dinner at BOTAK JONES with lakota and amirah. met 6pm at school's cheers. however some were late, so we took some stupid pictures!! haha XD


kahmei, amirah, weiting, fann and gina


stupid!!




these were those took after the dinner.
LAKOTA!! :D