You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I"LL BE ONE BETTER!
how am i suppose to feel now. I'm happy indeed, cause I've finally made it there. however, I'm still bothered about how might others see and say about this matter.
people tell me no to bother about what they will say.. i think i should do so. and it's definitely the best solution? lol. whatever.
this is life? this is me! i am who i am suppose to be!
i don't care what you gonna think and say, i will prove that i deserve this:D
been through ups and downs within this entire week.
laughed,
cried,
smile,
sad.
make decisions wisely, think carefully and make sure that it's wad you want. cause i don't want you to regret.. especially my loved ones.. really, i do care(:
i hate the fact that, i realised that i don't really have alot of true friends,eh maybe good friends? or just friends that i wanna hang out with. sometimes i wanted to find someone to hang out with or simply just doing nothing together, i couldn't find anyone.. maybe, everyone is really busy at doing their stuffs and projects, getting ready for the ct, busy mugging.. while I'm the only one who is still slacking around.. help me!!!! :X
i feel more and more like a loner? haha wth! maybe not, but a bit more anti-social now.. I've got no idea why i become like this.. i prefer the old meeeee! ):
really really really really very tired siaaaaa.
went to school today as usual. had maec lecture and tutorial. followed by poa. got test today, 5%.
it is an open book test. somehow the tutor was like giving out answers... lol.
i wanna thank JANICE and MAIIII and ALLL and alll!!!!!! :D
reallly, i lovve you all! wahahaha! i am really gayyyy now! LOL.
you should know wad i'm happy about, and and and i will train real hard and improve myself to become even better! :D
jiayou jiayou fann, jiayou jiayou!! (:
GO OR NOT!
I'm tired!
complicated.
'they asked what i see in you, i smiled and just look down and said nothing. because i dont want them to fall in love with you too.'
cute right? omg.. haha!
sometimes it feels great to talk to friends you've never been talking to for a long time. today i chatted with 2 of my very-long-never-talk-friends. and it really feels great. like, woah, we can still chat.. you know wad i mean, cause we have not been talking for a long time alr.. lol. whatever, dont understand nvm, skip this part. HAHA!
been busy this few days.. ohya! i forget to about my aunt's chalet. It was not bad.. haha! played bowling, went escape, cycling, swimming, mahjong-ing all day.. :D
there's work tml,
there's work on friday,
there's work on saturday,
and finally work too on sunday!!!
OMGGGGGGG!
i think my working style is damn hardcore. HAHAHA
no more. not anymore, really.
i am going to stop all this.
those things that have no happy endings.
those things that will make me sad, real sad.
MOVE ON fann! :D
WAHAHAHA!! guess what?! i can go for IVP trgs!!! omg. im really happy!! Thanks baby, mai and all and alll!!! I will jiayou! :D
Buttttttt, i'm sick now.... flu... hahaa! i hope can get well soon! so i can perform well:D
Happy Birthday to Clifford!!:D (08.11.08)


The whole group of us went to sakura at town on Friday night to celebrate his birthday! LOL! I hope he did enjoy himself!! :D
the cheese hotdog there is damn nice. so even our stomachs were bloated like dunno wad, ying and i kept ordering them again and again!! :D yumyum!
I LOVE THEM!! <3
HAHAHA! here's some of the VOLLEYACE team photos! :D


i love this one! <3
VOLLEYACE got second place for the volleyball polympics!
good job guys! haha! not bad alr can get second... though first is very near us.. but, i know we did our best liao! :D
no school tml,
going to celebrate clifford's birthday! :D
enjoy~!
helllllooooooooo.
I don't like to make decisions, if you ask me something or ask for my opinions on deciding for something not very important (like where to dine and all), my answer will most likely be ANYTHING.
hah!
Yet, sometimes important decisions must be made, i can't get away from them. sighs. what to do..
Why am i so fickle-minded, so indecisive. My decision is also easily affected by people's opinions. Not that i don't have my own thinking, but i care a lot about how people think about me. that's why.
So sometimes i just hope that my friends and people around me, my family, to be/can be more supportive, regardless of my decision. Please..
you know about the Navy thing? if you join/sign the contract with them, they will pay your school fees, give you 1000 bucks every month, but you gotta work for them after graduating. That time my parents wanted me to join this, but i chose not to, cause i am not interested! however, up to now, my father is still talking about this whenever i get money from him! Like
WTH right?! and whenever i say i don't wanna work, he will say, who ask you that time don't wanna join the navy. so i have to work!
WTF. really. sighs..
OK enough of the unhappy
thingssssssss.
haa.
Went to watch
HSM3 with dear friends
ytd, like FINALLY. I think the movie is okay, but i prefer the first two than this one.
And, my aunt's chalet is next weekend, i nearly forget about it!
OMG. how can i,
haha. i hope it will be fun, damn long never hang out with my cousins
alr. i kinda miss them?
haha! esp
Alex ng!!! i hope his
O's is alright(: so i think i am going to give school a miss on 17
th November, cause they chalet is sat, sun and
Mon.
haah! see first.. i scare
Brianna KILL me!
oh ya! saying of Brianna, I
rmbed something.
B: you all watch the movie till very late
ytd?
me: no, 9.30.
B: HUH!? i think very late
alr leh!!
me:
nooo, i reached home around 10.
HAHAHA!
maybe it's late for her, but not for me. Cause i find myself reaching home everyday at 11 plus, and ytd is consider reaching home early alr! LOL
ITIVF!! :X
Okay, enough of blogging today! (:
p.s: GINA!! i blogged alr k!