simply loves it<3

beautiful life, who doesn't want it?

2009-12-08T21:46:00.003+08:00

Seriously, im really cui. CT is next week. Monday, tuesday, wednesday and friday! 4 papers in total.
And guess what. I've started shit.
I am really not motivated to study.
Don't know what's wrong, i keep feeling very tired and wanting to sleeping, though i have slept alot! Feeling very sick.
I don't give it a shit too. I don't want to care anymore. but in a few days time, you will see me crying over not being able to study everything that is tested. LOL
I want to study with my friends, but no one call me out to study tgt. and i dont bother to call too. so this is it.

There is many things i'm looking followed to:
1. Mayshan's bday pizza party! (11 dec)
2. somebody's wedding dinner (13 dec)
3. Cousin's ROM (19 dec)

Cant be bothered more.
Where are you when i needed you most.

i realise..

2009-12-05T20:11:00.005+08:00

I don't know.

but i assume, it's all because of my attitude towards things.

i'm always not serious enough, do things halfway, passion dont last?

thats why i fail at everything.

maybe..

i'm not as good as what i think i am

gone bad

2009-12-05T01:38:00.001+08:00

Hello,
i'm a bad girl!

you

2009-12-03T17:24:00.003+08:00

Friends

should work together,

should brave together,

should smile together,

should laugh together,

should cry together,

should gossip together,

should be together,

should stay together,

did you?

I'm dead

2009-12-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

OMG!
It's TOO LATE!

I'm dead, yesterday i only manage to do assignment 1 for EBA, which means i'm left with only assignment 2 which is over the submission date. Planning to do it today, BUT to my horror, the link to submit assignment 2 is removed! OMFG. Planning to send it to my tutor through his email, hope he can help me! ):

2009-11-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

Listening to: Wedding Dress by Taeyang

I've been ranting and chanting that i dont want to study anymore.
But i'm greatful for those people out there who support me,
willing to lend me notes(:
sending me msg to ask me to start studying and not to play anymore :D
i feel so loved and loved! LOL

haha, thanks my friends, you know who you are((:

okay, RANDOM-ness!

This is what i need now!

2009-11-27T16:55:00.003+08:00

Fann needs to be happy now and forever! LOL!

okay lame. haha

okay, maybe i should keep my feelings to myself, and not be sulky all the time and spoil everyone's mood. everybody must be nodding now.

okay, i admit i'm a spoiler sometimes:X

spoil the fun, spoil the atmosphere and spoil everyone's mood right?

k, i shall stop doing that and just be happy all the time!

Never too late, at least try.

2009-10-02T22:24:00.008+08:00

1st october (thursday) -Daddy's birthday!

Yes! It's on the children's day! Thats why if you get to know him, you will find him childish.... HAHAHA. They came to fetch me from work, den we went to a place at katong for steamboat! There are alot of soup base to choose from, ordered the satay soup and scallop! the non-spicy onw is for min min. And YESSSS, the satay based one is damn nice!!! I usually don't eat meat(pork) but the pork there, they sliced it into very thin slices, dipped in the satay soup for awhile, then dip their chilli, YUMMY!!! HAHA! however, its not very cheap. HAHA
Dad bought Durian home! (:
When at home, i suggested to take family photos!

Minmin was throwing a tantrum, thus she is not in the picture.

Finally got her in, however, still crying! T.T

See! mum was angry that dad is always looking at min min instead of the camera!!!

Daddy & mummy! <3

*****

30th September- Dinner with vballers! (:

My favourite picture! :/

*****

28th september- Kahmei's bday! (:

Initial plan, go to her house when she is out. Decorate and surprise her when we come back!
However failed due to some reason! HAHA, but nevermind. Still managed to surprise about the cake at Fish&Co, i think? LOL

Pretty birthday girl! (:

*****

And here are more nice photos from barrage! (:
okay, at least i think its nice!

*****

Basically i think this week pass very fast, maybe because i had alot of fun!! Excluding the attachment part! LOL. When mummy is finally back from msia, she is going there again at next monday to wednesday! ): well well well, what to do! lol

Anyway!! Genting trip is confirmed! and booked! HAHAHA. YAY. yay! yayayayayaYYYY! :P

Changes.

2009-09-27T08:40:00.003+08:00

First of all, HAPPY Bday SeahZongXian! (:
Hope you had a great day ytd!

Yeap, went to celebrate zx'x bday ytd, though i only join them for the night. The surprise thing kinda spoilt, i think. haha. Brought minmin there too. She didnt want to go home even at 1plus am, told me she had lots of fun, which i did too(: I think she loves this bunch of my lovely friends as much as i do!

oh well, frankly speaking, i think friends are just part of our lives right? Whenever we get close or whatever, we swear or promise to be friends for life or forever? but is there really such friendship? I believe there is, because true friends stay(: you are mine right? HAHAHA
People say that: As we grow older, we realise that we have lesser friends around us. because then we realise who the true & real friends is. LOL. and i agree with this!
Anyway, this type of things cannot be controlled, let nature take its course then?

People change, I've changed too. But i just hope that even after the changes, you'll still stay. and change for the better, not the worse.

Driving was fine. But i think my skills still sucks, as in the parkings, be it vertical or parallel. I'm so scared that i will hit the kurb! OKAY! more practises please! haha :D

Dont fall again please.

YOU Brighten up my day(:

2009-09-22T20:52:00.003+08:00

(:
A day out with the lovelies!
Picnic, flying kite and LAUGH
The weather is weird! Its damn hot and sunny, then it suddenly rain heavily. then it stops and rain and stops and rain. LOL
And i'm sun burnt!!! BURNT. pain and itchy to the max. haha.
It's been long since I really feel so tired, and fall asleep as soon as I lie on the bed.

Had a long chat with j and jy. HAHA.
Thanks for letting me know that you all support me!! (:
so happy:D
love you guys ttm! HAA:P

future

2009-09-14T00:53:00.003+08:00

The future is a time period commonly understood to contain all events that have yet to occur.
I just don't feel like thinking/planning about the future.
Future is meant for future.
Bcos, who can promise that i can live till future.
Anything can just happen anytime. Like tomorrow. Unexpectedly.
LOL
But sometimes dreaming a lil' bit is not too much. Hee(:

And please, dont push me too much.

happy!

2009-09-13T13:30:00.001+08:00

Heehee:D
Feeling so happy!
Had tons of fun this few days.
Sis is cooking spag for me!! LOL

Friends.

2009-09-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being such nice and caring friends all this while.
Love you all TMM!!!! ((:

Anyway
Happy 19th Birthday to Cheongjiawen! (10sept)
&
Happy 18th Birthday to Limzuoting! (12sept)
you two rocks!! HAHA

Worn-out.

2009-09-06T10:34:00.002+08:00

zzzzzz
I'm so so so tired la!
After Friday's night cycling, i went home took a bath and left for attachment again. Yes, attachment on Saturday.. Even though it's only for 4 hours, but i still doze off countless of times in front of the computer. HAAHA. What's funny is that, i doze off when one of my in-charge is talking to me! Embarrassing sia. i think my face looked exactly like the boy in the picture la!!!! Lucky she is the good one, never scold me. :P
After work, when lunch with the guys, and head home. Reached home around 5 plus, then i intend to take a nap. However, i simply just sleep until today morning 10 plus! HAHA. And i feel feverish and still tired. maybe I'm sick or just too tired? haha. ok, but after a few more hours i felt better, some more after 17 hours of sleep(: damn shiok la. never sleep this long for a long time alr.
But I'm still very tired!! HAHA
(((:

Self-Centered.

2009-09-03T21:26:00.005+08:00

I want everything.
I want to keep everything to myself.
I don't want to share,
I don't want to share my best friend with somebody else,
I don't want to share my happy times,
I don't want to share my everything.
gosh.
I'm just plain selfish.
I don't know why i feel like that, I don't know why i think like that.
Maybe just jealous.
yes, I'm jealous.
Fuck.
I hate myself.
And I'm damn tired...

okay, i know I'm damn emo.. haha
goodnight, all listening hears(:

i cant do anything now..
i feel so helpless..
shit.
don't care don't care la!!
omg.. i feel like crying):
I WANT THE OLD DAMN GOOD DAYS BACK!!!!

Attachment!

2009-09-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
I'm going to talk about my attachment, if not interested, then byebye. lol

Day1: bus ride to hock seng building took about 1hr plus. Waited for the person to come for like almost one hour. dunno why she ask us to go so early! There was of 9 of us, and I'm the only girl.
Was allocated to the Headquarters to do accounting. When reached the office, i was asked to zip this zip that, like expected la, right? and sorting out some papers. When 6pm, i rush home. LOL

Day 2: Guess what?!!?!?!? i am suppose to report to work at 9am. AND, i woke up at 8am. Clever right. haha. then i rush rush rush, took cab that cost me 29 bucks! fucking expensive la. but its only the second day of work, i don't want to give ppl bad impression ma, so i took cab down. i reached there at 9am i think. but i do not know that i need to log in!!!!! damn it. den by the time i log in, i'm still late. LOL. Surprisingly, second day is different, they taught me how to use a software call quick book, something like MYOB. and bank reconciliation statement! They ask me to help their company's bank reconciliation for them!!! OMG. hhaha

Day3:(today) i took bus again, and its freaking damn damn long. i might consider taking train instead. and was doing reconciliation statement the whole day too. haha.

Attachment so far is quite nice. The ppl there quite nice. Just that, there is a Muslim lady, she is the head of accounting.She is going through fasting now, so her mood is not very good sometimes. If not, she is fine. HAHA and everyone is nice, really. except for the big bosses. I kinda find them cocky:P But i this kind of small staff, they wont really care about me too.
So i dint care too!

Its only the 3rd day, and I'm starting to think that everyday is so no life!!!Because, i go work, then go home, work, home, work ,home.... Sighs. Then while complaining to Ying, she ask me out to lepak. haha. Ws is coming to fetch me soon~

Gosh, I'm afraid i cannot wake up tmr!!!! :D
wish me luck!

Understand

2009-08-30T22:51:00.003+08:00

Holiday ended! lol
4 days gone so fast, tmr will be the start of my attachment.
Total sianness! ARGH.
Wish me good luck(:

Argh, understand please.
Understand why i can't,
understand
understand
understand!

Freedom that last 4 days.

2009-08-27T00:31:00.004+08:00

U-HOO! Spell freedom(:
Not really freedom, but it just that i dont have to study anymore!!! No more school, no more lectures, tutorials, projects and exams! At least for 2 months la.
But this freedom will be gone after 4 days! sadded.
Nevermind~ I am going to enjoy this 4 days like theres no 5th day! LOL :P
tata!

Good luck to all friends having their last paper!!
Jiayou! (:

Come on, that's life~ SMILE(:

2009-08-24T19:43:00.003+08:00

*CLAPS*
one more paper to go! woots.

However, today is the worse paper i did, compare to all these 3 papers i took. sighs

And it's AAA, some accounts paper some more. If you know me well, you should know that my accounts is good. but, today is such a disappointment. I seems to have forgotten everything i studied and I'm having a serious headache halfway through the paper. When i finished the paper 1 1/2 hour later, i hand up the paper and left the room. I cant be bothered to check or stay throughout to think about my 'wrong' answers.

This few days is really really no life at all! Every time i leave home to to study, if not to school for exam. After the papers, it's really too tired to go anywhere, but to rush home to get some sleep.

Mummy didn't seems to know how i feel, she keep nagging and asking me to do this and that. ARGH. Never mind, everything is going to be over soon. I will survive through it all!!!!!

come on come on! (((:

Oh ya, hows my new blog skin?

so nice right.

all credits to my pretty sis(:

Cherish is the word.

2009-08-23T22:28:00.004+08:00

How's everyone?

Feel like i had no contact with anyone for quite long, except for one or two.

I dont know whats happening, maybe its just because of the exam. Hope that everything will be back like before after exams. hope so.

Jiayou everyone! Everything will end soon.

And all hardwork is worth it(:

Do you feel so too?

I sense something's wrong.

But i do not know what is it.

Mayb its me,

or you.

oh well, whatever it is.

I cant be bothered anymore,

tired,

whatever and ever.

I DONT CARE.

2009-08-10T22:26:00.006+08:00

Hello all! It's been one week since i blogged! I will blog about what happen after that day i last blogged! HAHA.

GUYS! this is the actual day of NDP'09! This year, i have not only participated in the Ndp as a motivator, but also the pledge taker for the pledge moment!! ((: I tell you it is damn damn damn damn damn damn damn fun! haha, i started off with joining part of a ndp whole-heartedly, and become damn sick of it. But at the end I really enjoyed it alot alot! LOVE IT! and will miss it! (:

Here are some pictures taken!

At ard 6pm, here comes the motivator dance!

SPOT ME! HAHA

And as also part of the Plege takers, we girls are suppose to wear in uniforms that is related to something in Singapore. I borrowed the nurse uniform from my nurse friend! haha. some of them wore army uniform, school uniform, doctor's and many many more!

us in all types of uniforms! ((:

We all stand in an individual boxes up on there. These boxes are located at the two sides of the stage if you noticed. HAHA. spot me again!! (im at the top second lvl, third from the left!)

my friend told me i was on TV close-up for like 2 seconds, when saying the plege during the preview! but i couldn't find the video!! )): haha. but anw I WAS ON TVVVVV!! :P

The bad thing about being the pledge takers is that i cant see the fireworks!!!! >.<>

HOWEVER, this is the scene i will see on the top, in the box! HAHA

Everything is sooooo cool! HAHA, the rest of the pictures will a random!!

and OH!, i've learnt balloon scrupturing!! ((: so fun and nice and whatever~

i just love jump shots! (:

me in my carebear outfit! (DONT LAUGH!! ) :X

________________________________________________

Grandma's 65th birthday celebration!!! (: the celebration was cool, cause it's the whole family of alot and alot-i-dunno-how-many-ppl in a typical kopi tiam at Tohguan rd.

It's been long since everyone come together for a celebration, except my father la.(he is always like that!) nvm, even though there's any celebration, not everyone will come. HAHA, but grandma big, therefore, most of us will turn up! LOL

TADAH! the end. lol

trying hard to mug now! (:

gambateh all my friends!!

2009-08-02T00:52:00.001+08:00

Woot. TIRING DAY SERIOUSLY.
Woke up early in the morning to teach tuition, staight after that went NDP preview.
not bad, spotted 1 cute guy, and km showed me 1. haha, to total 2!! LOL
after NDP, my group went supper at Popeye's, while i walked all the way to raffles shopping mall and took a cab to eastcoastpark chalet.

It was my godbrother 21st birthday. HAPPY Birthday ahbee kor kor! HAHA.anyway, he wont see this. LOL
anyway, i think some of his poly friends is cute!! HAHA. but not very sure, cause i didnt take a good look. people shy ma~~ HAHA. when i reached there, alot of ppl were there. and i took a picture with him, and sang birthday song, den off i go -.- stupid right, i think i was there not more than 30 mins!

Projects are finally done, only left with one more presentation! (:
but Exams are nearrr.
maybe i should start mugging!

When reached home just now, dad let my drive his car ard my neighbourhood! HAHA. (((:
Though illegal, but i like it! :X lol

okay, sleeping alr, work tmr~
TIRED!!! -.-
good nights!

2009-07-31T23:18:00.003+08:00

Worked at paragon metro (shiseido) ytd and today. will be working this coming sunday too. MONEY MONEY!
and and guess what. while working ytd, there is this stupid lao auntie said knn to me!WTF. ask this stupid lcb go eat shit!!! hahaha, sry,abit vulgar here, but i was really pissed. ARGH.

AND i super sad la. i went to check my np mail just now, and i see this mail on my 2 mths internship:

Dear TEO TENG TENG FANN

Details of your 2-Month Internship are as follows:
Attachment Period (yyyy-mm-dd) : 2009-08-31 to 2009-10-16
Company : DESSUS OUTSOURCING GROUP PTE L
Address : 10 UBI CRESCENT#07-57

SEEE?!?!?!?! its at UBI la! walao eh.
damn far!!
my mum ask me to go to my aunt house to stay for the 2 months as her house is at Ubi.
so sad, my holiday just gone
so sad, it is so far away from my house
so sad, if i am to stay in my aunt house, how am i going to meet my friends
so sad so sad so sad so sad!!!

And does this means that i will not have 6 months internship during my 3rd year? I dont want FYP!!!! please

2009-07-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

tell you all something, i got this very cute classmate.
one day, when someone ask her where do we hand in our project.
she replied: in teacher's bird hole(pigeon hole). OHmygoodness!
the teacher is a guy some more. haha.
and she claims that she didnt mean anything thing dirty. its just that pigeon is also a bird, so she typed bird hole. HAHA
you believe her? qh.. stop denying la. lol. you dirty admit you dirty. HAHAA.

hmmmm. okay, i should get things started(:
JIAYOU ALL THE WAY~~

2009-07-20T01:10:00.001+08:00

If you really try, you'll find there's no need to cry.
Haha.
so, i had not try hard enough?